realize how long we had been out in the clearing of the woods until Tansy’s
screaming snapped me back into reality. It was almost like a dream—when you
fall asleep into that dream world and your story just picks up in the middle of
a scene, yet you have all the memory and knowledge of the world your mind has
temporarily created for you. One moment we were walking out into the forest in
the purest daylight to gather fresh flowers for the chapel, and in the next
instance, it was pitch black and Tansy was pulling hard on my pinafore dress
and howling at the top of her lungs for us to run.
Barbara! Run! Go!” she commanded as I twirled at the edge of the clearing,
awestruck at the sight that lay before me—strewn in a circle lay twisted animal
parts covered in leaves and muck and blood. Symbols arranged neatly with twigs,
flower heads drenched in the crimson sticky blood, and black candles burned to
their nubs protruded from the ground. Something about it enthralled me,
bewitched me, and I stared hard at the tableau—unafraid and somewhat curious at
the peculiarity of it all.
final tug of my dress and a shake to my shoulder, I locked eyes with my sister.
Her words finally registered in my head, and her urgency struck deep into my
soul: Run. Go. Now. We both took off running, my legs swiftly carrying me to
presumed safety, my hands still clutching tightly to the cluster of Bellflowers
I had previously picked (with no recollection of doing so).
finally made it to the edge of the Black Wood, the both of us slumped forward,
hands on knees, panting hard for air to fill our lungs back up.
see it? Did you see it?” Tansy struggled to force the words out.
Tansy, I saw!” I answered.
“I… I… I
thought we were done with all of that! I thought that was passed us! I thought…”
“As did I.
As did I.”
upper body shot up with a sense of awareness. Her torso tensed and stiffened,
and her face drew dark and contemplative. She furrowed her brow as if trying to
piece some wild puzzle together or connect the dots to some great revelation. I
saw it glittering in her soft hazel eyes, like words and images dancing in her
mind, yet they were too fast for her to catch and put together. When it dawned
on her, it was like a candle flame flickering to life. “Today’s the 20th, isn’t
it?” she asked.
stepped closer to me and lowered her voice. “It’s been almost three years,
Barbara. Almost three years to the day that Martha Corey and the others were
hanged in Salem. You know, the last of the trial judgments. Do you think it’s
happening again? Do you think what happened over there is now happening here?”
mouth, Tansy Wilkins!” I snapped back. “We are God-fearing women of our
community. Peace-loving. We reject Satan and all his minions.” I paused after
those words. For some reason, it didn’t feel right for me to say them. A
creeping feeling of doubt entered my heart, but I pushed it aside. “Don’t you
be putting that energy out into the universe,” I continued my admonition. “And
for God’s sake, don’t go saying that around anyone else. You know how on edge
everyone has been since all that business over there.”
Barbara, I’ve heard stories. Been hearing stories…”
stories they just are. The same ones I’ve been hearing, too. Nothing but silly
ghost tales and monsters under the bed. Now shush, and don’t go putting wood on
someone’s fire. Because the last thing we surely need is what happened there to
infect us here. It’s still fresh. It’s going to take a little while for that
wound to heal.” That much was true! I knew our town of New Haven Harbor would
never be able to survive the horrors of Salem.
darkened again at my words. It was obvious she wasn’t fully convinced by what I
told her. I knew I wasn’t convinced myself, but I had to say the words to quell
my sister’s suspicions. It would be a shame if she had opened herself to the
hysteria of our neighboring town. Who knows what influence or bogeymen she
might allow in?
Like a pinprick in the back of my mind, I could feel the scene in the clearing
calling me—beckoning me to go and investigate. But I ignored it, and instead, I
tried to convince my sister nothing nefarious was afoot.
Gordon told me that two young children went missing over in Salem just last
playing at the bottom of the ledge where the witches were hanged, and no one
has seen them since. Winnie says those little kids must have awakened something
because strange things have been happening since then.”
I can’t stand that Winnie Gordon. Never could,” I barked.
eyes went wild. “Barbara, stop that! How could you say that! Winnie has been my
best friend since grammar school!”
tell, why is it that she needed to repeat her studies multiple times? Winnie Gordon
is not the smartest of women, now is she? There are at least four, maybe five
children in this town who bear the face of her sweet husband Jedidiah Gordon
yet do not belong to Winnie herself…”
swift shot to the shoulder, Tansy huffed, “Barbara!”
from the corner of my mouth. “I speak nothing but truth, dear sister. And as
for Winnie Gordon, I don’t think she could recognize truth if it slithered its
way from between…”
She gasped again at my seeming vulgarity. “Barbara! Enough!”
admit, I too was taken aback by the images in my mind and the words that formed
on my lips. It was no secret that Winnie’s husband was a fine catch for her. A
brokered deal among their families to afford the best financial possible
outcome for all parties involved. And it was no secret that Jedidiah Gordon was
the desire of many of the women in New Haven Harbor, to which he heartily
obliged. I envisioned all types of women in our town lying on their backs,
receiving the full weight and girth of Jedidiah at once in a passionate
ceremony, as if he were shapeshifter who could penetrate them at the very same
time, all at once, thrusting and pulsating and rising and… I shook my head to
rid myself of the thought, but the pinprick sensation was still needling its
edge in the back of my head, sending electric waves down my spine.
Tansy the bouquet of bluebells and instructed her: “Take these back to the
will probably be wondering where we are and why we’re taking so long. Not a
word of this, though. To anyone. Not even Winnie Gordon, you understand me.
Someone is clearly playing a cruel joke, trying to get everyone excited and
spooked for the upcoming anniversary. I’m going to go back to the clearing to
tidy up so no one else sees it. I’ll be quick and come back with more flowers.
Say I was unhappy with what was out there and wanted prettier ones.”
a quick nod and went on her way. I turned on my heels and headed straight for
the clearing—straight back to the scene of grisly ritualistic murder, straight
back to the scene that seemed to call to me, that drew me in. On closer
inspection, I realized the twigs were arranged in the shape of a makeshift
circle with the five-pointed star in the center. At each point of the star, a
black melted candle was stuck into the earth. The waxy pools at their bases
held them in place. A squirrel’s severed head was in the center of the star and
there was blood—so much blood— adorning the center and outside of the circle.
I knelt at
the end of the ground altar, entranced with the precision at which it was
constructed and thought: Who could have done this? Why did they do this? What
is the meaning behind it all? But my internal questions were drowned out by the
song of the blood and replaced with the only thing I could describe the feeling
as—knowing. The scene was suddenly beautiful to me, and a wave of guilt tumbled
into my soul. I should not feel this way. I should not feel this way…
Yet something in me did.